Why do they do it?

Friday, November 19, 2004


I found out that I hated a person today,
That I never knew I could hate.
Once I really liked him,
Well, I guess that’s fate.

He said some things that were mean,
And some awful things that stung.
That was it for me,
To know that I was hung.

He used to say he liked me,
Complimented me everyday.
Now he barely takes a glance,
When I walk across his way.

The things he said were wrong,
They struck me in the heart.
When I had heard what he said,
I nearly fell apart.

I don’t know what I did,
If I did anything at all.
But now the gate around my heart,
Has turned into a brick wall.

Well, what’s done is done,
It was all up to fate.
To turn all that I feel,
Into a raw, strong hate.

Wednesday, November 17, 2004


There are to many words,
To tell you how I feel.
I don’t know what to say,
To show you that I am real.

There are to many emotions,
Running through my head.
I must say what I feel,
Everything must be said.

There are to many heartaches,
From my scattered past.
I can’t possibly tell you,
That I feel this won’t last.

There are to many shadows,
Reaching from behind.
It’s hard for me to believe,
That anyone can be kind.

There are to many disasters,
Just waiting down the way.
I wish I could just turn around,
And make them turn away.

There are to many feelings,
For one young girl to know.
And to many ways to get hurt,
If any feelings show.

Why hide your feelings?

Why is it that people always hide their feelings from one another? I believe that keeping your feelings bunched up inside will just cause an emotional breakdown later on. Well, I don't know about you but, I DO NOT like breaking down. I myself have had some embarassing times where I had been penting up my feelings and I just blew up one day at school. It had taken three weeks for people to leave me alone for that one. I've asked around as to why people hide everything from one another and the most popular reason was, "I didn't want to hurt their feelings" or "I was afraid of what they'd think of me." Well, I have something to say to those people, hiding your felings doesn't help you or anyone else. Those of you afraid to say what's on your mind are cowards, and those of you afraid to hurt someone else with what you have to say need to get real. The world doesn't revolve around your opinions and feelings and time will go on if you speak your mind to someone else. Any comments on this would be great. I love people who speak their minds and aren't afraid to tell what they are really feeling.