Why do they do it?

Sunday, April 03, 2005

Changed

Everyone is talking,
But never straight to me.
I always feel alone,
That’s not how it’s supposed to be.

I guess it’s all my fault,
I was never quite the same.
If I only changed a little,
Maybe I wouldn’t feel so ashamed.

If I changed a bit,
Would I then fit in?
If I changed myself,
Would I be a someone then?

This loneliness is killing me,
Slowly every day.
If I changed some more,
Could I make that go away?

I have never felt this bad,
Not in all my time.
Feeling this way,
Should be a crime.

I don’t know what to do,
I don’t know what to say.
I guess if I was different,
More people would turn my way.

Ready

I’m ready to give up,
I gonna lose the fight.
Never gonna win,
Don’t know why I might.

Depressed all day,
Crying all night.
I’m surrounded by the dark,
There is no more light.

I’m all alone now,
Even when I’m not.
My world has changed drastically,
I’ve been through a lot.

Can’t stand to lose a fight,
But it happened any way.
I can’t stand the loneliness,
I’ll just have to go away.

With no light to save me,
And the dark coming fast.
I know it won’t be long now,
I know that I just won’t last.

So stop the fight,
I call it quits.
I know I am someone,
No one will miss.